Agitated

I’d like to stay, but every day. Everything pushes me further away. If you could show, help me to know, how it’s supposed to be, where did it go?

Pleading and,

Needing and,

Bleeding and,

Breeding and,

Feeding

Exceeding

Where is everybody? Trying and lying, defying denying, crying and dying, where is everybody?

And god damn I am so tired of pretending, of wishing I was ending. When all I’m really doing is trying to hide and keep it inside and fill it with lies. Open my eyes? Maybe I wish I could try.